Two weeks ago, my life was absolutely perfect. I am always the type of person who believes that when good things happen, there is sure to be a disastrous thing that follows up. The worst part is if that the better the good thing is, the more terrible the bad thing will be. Don't get me wrong, I don't believe in superstition..in fact, I hate superstition because I think its just a quick and easy way to earn money, the best example is feng shui. No offense to those who DO believe in this, I'm merely stating my opinion.
Anyway, the reason I do believe in this particular thing is because it has happened in many faces of my 15 years and 2 months on Earth. I can't list down the particular events, but all I can say is that its seriously terrible for a person to go through with it. As a teenager, I'm not exactly proud about the things in my life, basically, I just live to go through with all these challenges. The older I get, the more challenging things become.
Let's just say that I really started to understand fully the many emotions humans go through in their life when I entered high school. I knew exactly how it felt to be extremely happy, as if you were on a cloud nine, and vice versa. I knew exactly how angry a person could get, or how upset or confused. My friends are perfect examples to this. Everyday there's a different story with mixed emotions. But, as they say, it's just a way of life.
I'm not afraid to say that my friends are basically the people who actually helped me get through the things that go on in my life, whether they realise it or not. Janice is always there to lend a helping hand and listen to me when I'm having a dilemma. Liz is the one that would try her absolute best to cheer everyone up, which can be amusing. Ramona is like my counselor, she gives excellent advise and without her I would pratically be lost on what to to. Afie is a seriously good listener when it comes to me complaining about everything. And Ashley is always there on a sort of standby if anything goes wrong. Thanks a lot guys, if you are reading this!!!
For the past 3 years, I built a sort of wall around me to protect myself from getting hurt from other people, you won't see why its necessary unless you were in my place or you are one my best friends. So far, I've let 2 people pass through the wall, and its seriously not doing any good to me. The best part is my studies are like a perfect distraction from all these things, and I am so glad about that. You problably thing I'm crazy for spending time to write these crazy things down, but its more tiresome to use a pen and paper to relieve myself of my thoughts!! *grins*
Anyway, I'm not exactly going through a good episode currently. I really hope things would go well. Worst thing could happen is a break, but that beats me from feeling like this the whole time, right?? *sighs* How could I've been so stupid?? My friends were so right, I would definitely be involved in a mess if I said 'yes', but I didn't listen all because I liked him way too much. Well, I've gotta go, and I really hope this would be resolved soon.. ciao!!!
-aNgELiNe-
*signing off*
Anyway, the reason I do believe in this particular thing is because it has happened in many faces of my 15 years and 2 months on Earth. I can't list down the particular events, but all I can say is that its seriously terrible for a person to go through with it. As a teenager, I'm not exactly proud about the things in my life, basically, I just live to go through with all these challenges. The older I get, the more challenging things become.
Let's just say that I really started to understand fully the many emotions humans go through in their life when I entered high school. I knew exactly how it felt to be extremely happy, as if you were on a cloud nine, and vice versa. I knew exactly how angry a person could get, or how upset or confused. My friends are perfect examples to this. Everyday there's a different story with mixed emotions. But, as they say, it's just a way of life.
I'm not afraid to say that my friends are basically the people who actually helped me get through the things that go on in my life, whether they realise it or not. Janice is always there to lend a helping hand and listen to me when I'm having a dilemma. Liz is the one that would try her absolute best to cheer everyone up, which can be amusing. Ramona is like my counselor, she gives excellent advise and without her I would pratically be lost on what to to. Afie is a seriously good listener when it comes to me complaining about everything. And Ashley is always there on a sort of standby if anything goes wrong. Thanks a lot guys, if you are reading this!!!
For the past 3 years, I built a sort of wall around me to protect myself from getting hurt from other people, you won't see why its necessary unless you were in my place or you are one my best friends. So far, I've let 2 people pass through the wall, and its seriously not doing any good to me. The best part is my studies are like a perfect distraction from all these things, and I am so glad about that. You problably thing I'm crazy for spending time to write these crazy things down, but its more tiresome to use a pen and paper to relieve myself of my thoughts!! *grins*
Anyway, I'm not exactly going through a good episode currently. I really hope things would go well. Worst thing could happen is a break, but that beats me from feeling like this the whole time, right?? *sighs* How could I've been so stupid?? My friends were so right, I would definitely be involved in a mess if I said 'yes', but I didn't listen all because I liked him way too much. Well, I've gotta go, and I really hope this would be resolved soon.. ciao!!!
-aNgELiNe-
*signing off*
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